I've had a lot a experience in the past couple of years. After being put on school probation from a private school, being expelled from a public school, and then attending an alternative program, i've barely been able to stand with my head held high. I don't know why God has hidden my future from my view, but it would so much easier if I could at least get a small glimpse of it. Even though i'm young, i've been using alot of my time enhancing certain skills to help me with my career. I've been focusing on resolving the problems and mistakes of my friends instead of dealing with my own. When I do grow old, I want to be able to look on my past with joy, and use it for inspiration for my future. I say now, that only if I had realized how many mistakes I was making sooner, I could have corrected them and prevented the ones to come later. We were made imperfect for many reasons, most of them unknown to me.

I'm so troubled by what the world has become and what the world is to become. So many people driven into lives of impurity, because of the situation and enviroments they matured in. The American freedom is true, but we have used this freedom to support evil. And now that a president has decided to fight this evil, even if it is in another country, many of us have condemned his will to help others. So many lost people, with not a single dream, not a single goal to accomplish, not even a will to help others. Classifying people by their color, stature, and other aspects of thier physical appearance has been born into the minds of the children of America. We corrupt ourselves by not fixing the problems that stand so boldy in front of us, and if we don't have the ability, we do not inspire others to create a more spiritual and peaceful place.

I pray to God for the guidance of America. I pray for the nation of people we are becoming. I pray that the men and women will no longer murder each other. I pray that we would not steal. I pray that we would be honest people and always say the truth. I pray that men would no longer lust after women, and that women would not provide thier bodies as "services". I pray that the minds of youth like myself would mature into respectable men and women. That we would be pure gentlemen and that women would be loving and caring. I know I ask much, but I ask because it should be so. Thank you Lord, for everything you have given to me, and everything I will inherit from you. In your name, Amen.

Simple Words of Wisdom- Use your heart to interpret them, not your mind
-"Darkness cannot drive out darkness; only light can dothat. Hate cannot drive out hate; only love can do that." -Martin Luther King, Jr.
-"Never look down on anybody unless you're helping him up." -Jesse Jackson
-"Man is free at the moment he wishes to be." -Voltaire
-"Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgement that something else is more important than fear." -Ambrose Redmoon
-"It is one of the most beautiful compensations of life, that no man can sincerely try to help another without helping himself." -Ralph Waldo Emerson